What can I do to get over a str8 guy who dumped me?

Interesting story...thanks for sharing. Unfortunately he's a man and like you said he is not out about his ual preferences. Also, the last thing he probably wants is a needy guy clinging on to him making him look gay. He sounds like an a hole! Wouldn't you rather have someone who's comfortable with you and wants to spend time with you and please YOU instead of you doing all the work? I know he's probably what you want right now but trust me, you don't need that guy. He will never be what you want. It's only ever going to be a fantasy for you. Find someone else who's not so selfish and dishonest.