I dont want my bf 2 kno how far i am from perfect?

i hate myself. everything about myself. i hate the stuff ppl c like my frizzy hair my acne and i hate even more the things they dont c i have backne, i get razor bumps down there and on my biki line which can never get a close enough shave nyway, i hate my *** i lov how tight it is and jiggly at the same time but i hate the way it looks, i hate that my is not SUFFORCATEING TIGHT my r 2 low and a bit saggy and i hate my feet...theres more trust me but ima stop here. the prob is i didnt care that much about all this till i met my bf now its all i think about. he thinks im perfect but im so far from it it hurts. hes kinda...chubby lol but i lov him and accept him 4 who he is i really dont care at all about that but i dont want him 2 kno that im not as perfect as he thinks. he says he loves me nomatter wut but...wut if its not true..i dont want him 2 accept me either and the reson is that i dont want him 2 HAVE to ACCEPT nything i want him 2 b completely captivated by everything about me i want the reaction wehn we are about 2 have 4 the first time 2 b "god ur beautiful" not "i accept u" ...that cant happen when i have all these flaws and more and all my life thats all i ever wanted was 2 b perfect 4 everybody and it kills me that i cant do that...wuts the point..i dont even kno wut im asking i just kno i need help and dont kno wher 2 turn 2